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Writing in English, because german sucks :DOr because I've not spoken a singel word german since day

My first blog without a password, let's see how long it'll last.
I'm a Freak .. Totally obsessed with english and just at the Time in France. Yeah, I'm on holidays, a friend of mine(maybe soon former friend I fucking don't want to loose her <.< ) nearly screwed my holidays.
But then I played tennis with my gourgeos teacher and the world was wonderfull again. His accent isn't that annoying, what I first suggested, I got used to it and he's really a great guy Paris is awesome, much better than the last time I got here. And I didn't get sick this time. Tonight we're going to a restraunt, not me and Blaise (He's got the same name, like one of Slytherin in HP ) me and my family. I'm sure it's gonna be fun.
The disadvantage of being on holidays is, I have not much time to write and my Story: 'Sunset Strip' still stucks in the second Chapter and I'm supposed to update, when I come back home. I hope I'll find the time to complete at least the second Chapter.
Current mood: Freaky
Current music: None, watching CNN
6.8.08 19:01

It sucks.

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House music in France is fucking awesome. After the restraunt we went to a club, I had a great time. I met Blaise and some of his friends there, we danced all night long

Now that I’m here, I know we’re leaving soon.

Don’t wanna go *sigh*

Didn’t know the french are so much fun. I’d love to come here again, but mother didn’t like it Perhabs when I can afford it by myself. Blaise said he would wait for me, just to listen to my gourgeous, he likes to call them outtakes , when I miss a ball at tennis. I really don’t want to go back to germany.

It sucks .

Here I don’t know about the politics, so they can’t piss me off. I just know about Nicolas Sarkozy and his wife, but who don’t?

In a few hours I’m off, in a plane back to good old germany. It really sucks. It sucks even more than thinking, that HP might not be gay. If there would be a gold medal for sucking, this would probably win. Can’t sleep because I don’t want to go , didn’t think I would like it this much here. I mean I didn’t even want to go here in the first place. Well, I changed my mind. Loving paris, loving France, loving the french. But I must get some sleep now.

Current mood: annoyed
Current music: Nothing, but if I’d had my Mp4-Player not packed under all my clothes I would listen to some pissed of music, of my it all sucks folder

8.8.08 02:34

Back in Germany x.x


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So I'm back. And I'm fucking not happy about it


Mother said, I have to clean up my room to get my Laptop back, what she not knows is, that she's got the wrong Laptop. I got mine. Sometimes I can be really sneaky, but I call it smart

Wanna draw something... In some way, I draw just humans No landscapes or something, just humans. Mostly guys, they're simpe to draw. Just once I've drawen Marilin Monroe. And I don't use colours very often. Just when I think it fits and that's rare. 

I'm supposed to update today, the second chapter of Sunset strip, I can't. Because it's not ready. I had no time and I didn't want to. Just wanted to draw, didn't like my writing in the last time. I hope that changes soon, want to finish the story, before I updated the third chapter and the following story should be finished soon, too. Doesn't help, I have to do it. I really, really should.

Still want to go back. 

Here I have so many duties.. But running of does not help, so I should get out of my bed and start working

Current mood: blah

Current music: Crazy - Simple Plan 

8.8.08 19:27

Still here


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Today is the day, where I usally update. But still I have not finished the second chapter, wrote 5 sites on papers and have a half site in word already written. Got a new Review today, that would make 5 on the first chapter and 24 people already favourited, Sunset Strip. Why can't the others just write a short review? I really don't like blackreaders Sure, I was once one of them, but now I always write Reviews, if I like a Story.

Don't know if I ever blog in german, but I'm thinking in english, so I write in english, maybe because of that, I can't write on my fanfiction? I write in german, most of the time. I've also written a few in english, but just three or four, don't know.

Svenja recently told my I should study art *grin* Such things cheer me up, everyday. I need this to cheer me on, to work harder Don't misunderstand me, I love, what I'm doing. But sometimes you just need a little confirmation

Current mood: happy

Current music: Me against the world - Simple Plan 


9.8.08 17:22

Fucking bullshit

I'm sad, really. It's war and fucking no one matters, I told a friend of mine about the victoms, innocent people that died and he just asked me if I could come over to him, cook him something, because he is the worst cook ever.

It's not like we could make peace, if we care about it. But I mean, not just people died, humans. Like us. And we should care, we would if it was our country. But no it's between the Georgians and the Russians, nothing to do with us. War is no soloution it causes more problems.

I hate it to feel so fucking useless. What can I do? I mean I can't stop the russians to move foward. All the other wars I just didn't care because it was so far away, not here. But now my eyes are open and I see other people as humans. Everyone should start to do this. I'm not saying that I'm the only one with this perspective.

We can demonstrate our arse of and Putin will not care, but at least we try, and we won't give up.

Current mood: sad

Current music: Running out of time - Simple Plan

12.8.08 00:45

I support Gay marriages

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I think this short text shows perfectly in a sarcastic way that Gay Marriages shouldn't be forbidden


10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is 'Wrong'

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans (and Brits) always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America (and Britain).

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans

13.8.08 00:50


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